Sunday, May 17, 2009

fEElin' lik a LosEr...

jab insaan thoda akela ho jata hai den at tht point of tym he/she needs smbdy or smthn' to pUkE On.. may b dis is wat i'm dOin at d moment.. i mean i dO not hv neone 2 say al dis or may b i'm not in d situation 2 shAre al dis wid neone... watEvr...

i hv a dirty minD.. a mind wich alwys plays game.. wid d ppl wich i hate d most or wid d ppl wich i luv d most.. i can't b straight 4ward wid my words.. i hv nevr been..
i hv alwys hurt ppl who luvd mE.. nvr cared 4 dem.. may b b'cz i was on a high tht dey'll alwyz b wid mE..
bt 2day i'm leavin' d persn whOm i really luv.. bt i xactly dOnnO whether its luv Or nOt.. Or m jst uncomfortable b'cz shE has gOt smbdy els in her lyf.. may b d latter one is cOrrect..
kyunki jab tak she ws wid mE i nvr felt ne emotion 4 her, shE was jst a frnD.. bt 2day i dOnnO y i can't accept her jst as a frn'.. smthng iz really rOng wid mE...

she stil talks 2 mE, bt discncts my cal wen hE cals up.. she praisEs him a lOt.. she sayz he's gotta better sense Of humour, better communication skills, better understandin'.. saale yeh itne perfect ladke paida kahan hote hain yaar ??? i mean meri life mein he tapakne ki kya zarurat thi yaar.. khair....

i was d one whO askd her 2 say "yEs".. wen she ws confused aBt him.. i was d one who counted his +ve points to hEr.. i mean d relationship grEw b'cz i bLeW !!! nd nOw its mE whO wants 2 B Out Of it nehOw.. nd i think m Out Of it.. she still cals mE bt i dont pik her phn.. i hv evn BLOCKED her nmbr..

bt is tht ritE ?? i mean m sooooooooooo addicted 2 hEr.. miss her lik heLLLLLL..


wiL alwyz Luv U akShi..